It Was a Good Night

The Dresden Dolls : Good
The Hush Sound: Quite Good
The Dolls and Brendan from Panic covering 'Hit Me Baby One More Time: Way good, suprisingly
Panic's stage set (Windmill, moon, light up band logo, cellist sits in a tree) : So good
Panic's whole show in general: Freaking Good
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Getting Brendan's AUTOGRAPH by the tour buses: Fantastically Good
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Getting on the PANIC LIVE AT THE FILLMORE DVD at the signing: Too Good.

It was a good night.

Seperation Anxiety before the Seperation Part.

How am I gonna deal when I'm actually gone???

You are all so lovely.

so now this site has an unwanted reader (sorry fellow, i know you read this, but I'm saying it anyway and there's not a whole lot you can do about that.) that is very, very unwanted as this one is very very scary.

He used to leave little love letters for my little sister last summer. That scared her a bit.
But know I learn he found out our full address, all home and cell numbers, liscence plates, my mom's full name. And found us both on myspace. He asked to be my friend, then started IMing me tonight. Thus being really really obsessive and fanatical about me not leaving the conversation when I informed him he was doing something creepy (for example, saying he missed me while I did not message him, which was always, or saying we were best friends)

Sorry again to the guy this is about. Frankly I am kinda afraid of pissing you off since you know every detail about my home and way too many more than that. But I'm guessing since you still want me to not be afraid of you and possibly speak to you again (against my gut feeling,) You won't violate any of these ground rules:
1. NEVER EVER come to my house again. Under any circumstance.
2. No calling.
3. No commenting on my blogs.
4. Don't span off of here and start reading my friends' personal blogs. Its bad enough you did mine without permission. Although this is a public site (and has thusly been read without my knowledge before, although that is completely different since I completely trust the people who had) that is not how it is used.
5. You may contact me on IM or myspace only, and this is only so I know you aren't violating the rules.

I would move my blog and IM address, but that is 1. very hassling and 2. the kid would find it again.

I'm very sorry, friends who read this, if he comes on your sites. I really don't know what to do here, but for the time being I'm just leaving this for the kid to read.

Oh, and although this post is far more dramatic and interesting, I posted 2 other new things tonight. Just so you know.

Toodle-pip.

I don't know about that character.

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Don't You Think So?

Dawn means so much more when you are seeing it from the wrong side.

If you are getting up with the sun, its standard.

It sneaks up on you when you've stayed up all night.

I've Been Sleeping so Strange at Night, Side Effects They Don't Advertise

(jeez, between the title of this site and this particular blog I think I may overload my server with Bright Eyes quotes...)

anyway.

This marks the first time in almost exactly a month that I have been online, due to a severe shortage of bill paying skills on my parents' end. That sucked.

BUT

I'm back now, and didn't everyone just miss my ramblings ever so much?
Of course you did.
ha.

The last two days in a row I have slept through most of the daylight hours. Yesterday was understandable, because we all got only three hours of sleep (except Cacia, who got less) But today, I had a nice and complete nine hours last night and still proceeded to sleep from noon to now, about 4:15 in the afternoon. Sleeping schedule = jacked up, which is especially bad since LEP starts on sunday and sleeping schedule there = get up at 6.

Thus the angst-a-riffic bright eyes lyric title.

Time to GLOAT (sorry)

So AP test results came in the mail on Thursday.

I took US History in May...

And, lo and behold...

I GOT A FREAKING FIVE!!!!!!

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yay.

a lot.