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A Poem for Today, Day of All Days

i thank You God for most this amazing
day:for the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and a blue true dream of sky;and for everything
which is natural which is infinite which is yes

(i who have died am alive again today,
and this is the sun's birthday;this is the birth
day of life and of love and wings:and of the gay
great happening illimitably earth)

how should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing any--lifted from the no
of all nothing--human merely being
doubt unimaginable You?

(now the ears of my ears awake and
now the eyes of my eyes are opened)
-EE CUMMINGS

This can't be right...

Wait, you're telling me I'm done?
I'm finished.
No more studying.
Even if I felt like being proactive and studious, nothing left to study?
No more homework?
No more IAs?
Extended Essays?
I don't have to have panic attacks this summer about said essays?
No more HL biology?
I can read what I want?
I can play freaking GUITAR HERO?
I seriously have time to play Guitar Hero???
In seven days, no more Cat??
I am actually, honest to God, truly and really
FINISHED WITH IB?????


Jeez, I'm going to miss it. Masochist?

A 15, because I have been regressing today.

1. You are the only one who I could watch Blue's Clues with that would answer all the questions wrong with me. Love!
2. You know what, you are actually pretty hot. and charming! Why does it seem like you are so out of my league?
3. God, I Fucking HATE you so much! I seriously don't get why it is me that you are bitching about! I don't even -do- anything to you! I'm much meaner to your 'bestie.' Why don't I have the balls to bitch you out?
4. It was kind of a relief. Ever since it got brought up, I was afraid I would suddenly be jealous, but no such bad luck, it turns out I actually -am- qualified to identify the inner workings of my mind!
5. Man, you are an asshole. That adorable Iron Giant had to get dead acause a you!
6. I don't trust you anymore, because the first emotion I feel anytime I think of a friend should not be betrayal.
7. I have been acting weird towards you. I'm sorry. It'll go away once I'm free from IB shackles!
8. Where'd you go?
9. You made me cry Tuesday morning.
10. It's sad, but this will keep it from becoming all the previous breaks all over again. Now its crunch time.
11. I don't mean to mock you, but she and I are right, you have changed a ton and a half in a weird way. Also, I hate each one of your new friends.
12. I WILL have sex with you by the end of the summer, dammit.
13. You aren't my enemy. You couldn't be if you tried (which you kinda did.) Keep up with this, and we may have a real friendship on our hands. We haven't ever had that before.
14. It totally was your fault, even if it was a little bit mine, you still should've known better!! goof!
15. You were here and gone so fast, and with the timing, if I hadn't found out I never would've noticed. I hate this. I hate that I believe it now. But for some reason, I don't hate you. Should I? I really don't know.

A Haiku

IB is tricky
not the history exam
but I fear Bio.

To Put it as Simply as I Can:

I wish this hadn't happened to Jon.